Documentary memoir / archive / witness material

IM HIGH ON CRACK AND I HAVE A GUN

Six years of footage, notes, songs, screenshots, damage, jokes, grief, relapse, survival, and evidence - cut into a book, a raw documentary, a soundtrack, and a living archive.

The title gets you to look. The story is why you stay.

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ArchiveFootage, notes, screenshots, rooms.
BookThe written spine.
Raw DocThe evidence in motion.
Trap PassProof you stepped inside.
Trap HouseThe room talking back.
What This Is

Five Ways Into The Same Story

This is not a recovery commercial. It is the record of what happened before, during, and after the wreckage - built from the inside instead of cleaned up after the fact.

Book

The Written Spine

The memoir layer: chapters, field notes, jokes, damage, grief, systems, and the permanent object behind the archive.

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Documentary

The Raw Footage

Mini docs, archive cuts, trailers, and scenes pulled from years of real footage.

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Soundtrack

The Audio Memory

Songs, score, voice, noise, and project music from inside the same world.

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Trap Pass

The Key

A collectible receipt that you were here while the archive was still being built.

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Trap House

The Live Room

Discord is where the people watching, reading, helping, reacting, and witnessing gather.

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Official Drops

Official Drops Live On YouTube

Mini docs. Archive cuts. Trailers. Soundtrack pieces. Project updates. The public broadcast starts here.

Follow the channel before the next drop disappears into the feed.

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The Map

Everything Leads Back To The Threads

Every clip has a shadow. Every object has a reason it survived. Every chapter, song, and pass points back to something buried in the archive.

Start at the blast crater. Follow what keeps showing up.

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Trap Pass

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A Trap Pass is part key, part receipt, part proof you stepped inside before the whole thing was finished.

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Get updates, first announcements, and proof you entered the map.

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Extra drops, deeper archive access, bonus material, project votes, and private access.

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HS

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Mailed collectible card, serialized holder status, autograph path, and premium access identity.

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The Live Room

The Trap House Is Open

The archive lives here. The Trap House is where the people following it talk back.

Drop reactions, thread rooms, pass roles, archive work, and the kind of conversations that do not fit in a caption.

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Store

Hold The Proof

Books, passes, shirts, bundles, physical archive objects, and first-run drops from the same dirt pile.

This is not random merch. It is the evidence table with price tags.

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DISCLAIMER

This is documentary/art/archive material about addiction, psychosis, grief, survival, systems, and unsafe behavior. It is not instruction, not medical advice, not a challenge, and not encouragement to imitate anything shown.

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